Posted by kuotsung | Posted in After-thoughts | Posted on 11-07-2010
I am feeling so drained these few weeks. My self-inspired plans for the holidays never materialised much. Hate this kind of self-delusional appraisals when the plans were made. Seems like I totally couldn’t achieve anything.
Confidence is always what I preached to others. As if I have tonnes of it that I could empower the rest. Maybe I have none, instead of tonnes. It just comes and goes. Dreamy, I just wanna sleep. Sleep away for another 39 days to break out of Singapore-ly affairs.
Surprises were made for others. White-lying in the process just to make surprises. Impressions casted were then so hard to wield away. You made sense to say that I shouldn’t even be allowing myself to be misunderstood. You made sense.
Deleted many mails, but I not yet felt liberated. Sian... Decisions are holding me back to what I should do comes the time. Past experiences still haunts me.
Incoherent Sunday. Slept for so long yet feel so hangover. Alcohol maybe is the cure tonight?
Lifting someone up is always so easy than to support one’s own weight. Try it and see. I don’t seem to mind both and am always doing both. 1+1=2
After tonight I guessed It’s time to hatch into airplane mode for a few days or more….. (P.S I am no alcoholic lah)
傻瓜~