Posted by kuotsung | Posted in After-thoughts, Travel | Posted on 24-08-2010
4 days (or 3?) settling into Toronto city. I totally have no mood of thinking I am travelling or exchange. The mere thought of thinking I have to settle down here for another 4 months and a further month in this far end of the continent got me really shivering.
How difficult it is to adapt? Perhaps I am too good at adapting that I have no feelings to my surroundings here. Shoved off the map; how difficult it is to get lost if we are to ply the routes for the next 4 months?
I have no intention to start any travel blog on my trip here. Maybe except until I got to the final month of true exploring this North America with no educational botherings hanging in my mind.
5 months away will be the longest I will be away so far. To say I miss those people I care for so much is already an understatement. “Missing” is just a word. The emotion could never ever be described in any language of civilisation. The 12 hours of time difference really just made the feelings even harder to acknowledge.
The idea of connections start from the simplest of things or smells or thoughts or conversations or sights that allowed me to even fail to not think of you.
I just wanna settle down at a permanent residential housing ASAP. This entrapment of 4 walls inside a hostel, albeit clean and fabulous, is killing me from all rational thinkings. Phone lines to settle, school courses to settle, transportation to settle etc etc etc….
How to tell you I miss you?
Talk so girly! Hahaha..
where got~
juz tell lor. we miss u too mah